the list of people that I miss...

I'm in my room at 4am , melayan my ex-roomate andy, can someone pass me a gun so that i could shoot my head right now!!! Me and Kush dan tak larat nak layan dia. Andy saw my blog and told us to start to pujuk him cause he wants to start merajuk with us. seriously, can someone get me a gun?!!

actually i want to make a list of the people that i miss. so i decided not to layan andy for the next 5 minutes. andy ikut suka you kalau you nak merajuk. inilah dia bahana berkawan dengan "adik-adik" baru nak menjadi... word of advise, avoid any friends of your that have the symptoms of becoming a "adik-adik"...seriously....

Aiman's Long List of People He Misses:

My late atuk, and nenek in Beserah Kuantan (may they rest in peace).
My ibu
My 4 Munchkins in the Munchkinland (Halimatun, Atiqah, Rawaidah, Insyirah)
Adam (I'm so proud of him... my little brother is gonna be a pilot!!)
Syuhada (happy birthday!! awak dah tua)
Fieza (I miss u so much my heart ache....sob sob...seriously it hurts)
Khair ( I miss Bullying you.... though you have Zul to bully you nowadays....)
E'en (the boring Californian.... i know you still cant get over the fact that i DID show up for your open house)
Din ( heard you got the job in MAS... congrats bro!!)
Leman ( god knows when are you gonna come to Melaka again)
Yasseer ( sorry I missed your wedding)
Abu ( you cant expect me not to miss you after living together for 9 bloody years)
Kume ( God knows wherever you are...)
Kakak ( the very buncit pregnant lady)
Juwita ( we have to lepak!! )
Aiman ( happy birthday bro!)
Onie ( miss your sleep-talking)
Mimin ( gedik)
Yan (same as above...kidding.hehehehehe)
Diela (hehehe...what can i say, Melaka is haven for people who wants to escape from CyberJaya)
Sara ( sara, sara, sara.... I miss u a lot... a lot....)
Zahirah ( i know Syuhada and Adam wont approve this...)
Nik ( Redzal Aswad )
Nik (Hafiz Fathi )
Wok Ley ( when am i gonna hear you on the radio???)
Apiece gogo ( miss the times we watched friends while eating nasi CD)
As ( me and kakak miss u)
Salwana (bought your postcards!!)
Siti (happy birthday tomorrow!!)
Ariep (i know you had fun with me that day!! hehehe)
Pak John ( i MISS you!!!!)
Atah ( my-tudung-wearing-but-not-so-good-girl-best-friend... she's evil)
Kak Ujie ( me need you... me need you... she's my ibu duit....)
Abg Ali ( i dont know what to say...i just miss u....)
Waq ( the most chaotic midget ever!!!)
Shrek ( i miss your sometimes-i-couldnt-understand-but-still-makes-me-laugh jokes)
Eve (duduk je Melaka, jumpa kemain susah)
Reefa ( love of my life!! hahahaha... miss u la weih....)
Siong ( welcome back bro, sorry cant find the time to lepak yet.)
Simon ( the straight but very kepoh chinese guy.. hahaha)
Shing Li (bile la nak balik...)
Shing Wei (sama la ni..tak reti nak balik Malysia)
Wendy (went to your house, but you weren't home that day)

and the list goes on.....

oh yes....
Shopping (I miss you the most....)

enough said.

i'm.......................lost. again?

Subhanallah, praise the lord!! After so long, all of the sudden the urge of writing a new entry automatically took control of my fingers and brains. I’ve miss blogging, I’ve miss pouring out all of my nonsense in my dark yet colourful page. I’ve miss my Ha-ha-happy land, I’ve miss…. I’ve missed a lot of things… a lot…

Sometimes, it’s a wonder hoe you could survive after stop seeing, or taking, or drinking something that is an essential need to you. Yea, maybe along the separation period, you tried something else that you think would and could substitute the things you’ve missed, but hell!!! It’s sure ain’t the same!! And when you think that you are getting over it, and bam!! You are back to square one…

enough said.