Tuesday, February 24, 2009

cosmic joke?

God is very funny. period. he's the best script writer and when you think He's a little bit boring, He rises up and give u a little bit of twist to tell us that He is not boring. a friend told me last night that he felt that a cosmic joke was played on him for the last 2 weeks. this friend of mine, Hadi, life revolves around he's PC. the PC is the love of he's life, no, scratch that, it is his life. so last 2 weeks, something happened to his PC, since this is not the 1st time it had happen, he with a cool head tried to look for the cause, he did everything, but nothing could lead him to what went wrong. he was worried, day after day after day, before he knew it, 2 weeks has passed and by and the world for him, is coming to an end. no willing to give up, he decided to give it one last try, he troubleshoot for the problem, and finally found out that the problem was the hard disk cable. tears ran down he's cheek, he fell down on his knees and started to wail, and God is looking at him, smilling and say "got'cha!!".

cruel practical joke? maybe, but that's just the way it is. truthfully, even i am feeling that i am a subject of a practical cosmic joke right now. everything in my life going so well, in fact i think this is the best time of my life, i am in my final semester, i am happy, i have my good friends around me, my fishes are doing great, my parents are well, nothing is wrong with my life right now and yet i couldnt't help but thinking there's something wrong with it.

have i become so bitter that when good things happen, i can't accept it? but that's the thing. i dont think that i have became bitter, because for me, when there's only good times, u have a lot more responsibility compared to when you are faced with 167435 problems. another part of me is afraid that these good times is just a preface to something really really bad. i really really hope that God is not playing a cruel practical cosmic joke on my right now, that would be very cruel and sadistic.