thoughts to ponder...

I ve been living like this for almost a week, a friend told me a few times,:"ko jangan man,jangan nanti lepas cuti ko lak nanti jadi t****." was so sweet of him to worry about me, but the thing is,i still have a lot of unaswered questions lingering in my brain. need time alone with myself, needed it to try to solve those questions....fast.

well, eventhough i still have problem with those questions, i still manage to learn a few very significant facts:
1. tuhan.. there's no words to descibe him...
2. manusia memang dijadikan berbeda-beda. the way we question things and the way we implemant the answers are very different, but the same.
3.dalam proses memahami itu, we tend to be more sensitive to our surroundings, it is as if you could sense the different vibration in the air surrounds you. and when you tend to be more sensitive, u are one step closer to understanding the answers you might get some day.
4. maklumat bukan ilmu,ilmu bukan bijaksana, bijaksana bukan kebenaran, dan kebenaran bukanlah perkara terbaik pun...
5.how sex is the only drive to disaster.

manusia itu suka berpura pura,kita berpura di depan semua orang, ibu,ayah,kakak, abang, adik,kawan, cikgu,orang asing,malah depan diri sendiri dan tuhan. kita susah untuk jujur dengan diri sendiri, why..? kita cuba untuk men"delete"kan memory yang buruk, kits cuba untuk me"re-write"kan memory yang kita ada. but little that we know, that our actions was totally in vain, sebabnya,cubaan untuk delete and re-write itu, menyebabkan memory tu semua masuk ke subconciuos mind, which is the actually drive of what we are today.

dont talk to much, cukup dengan kulitnya sahaja...padah juka bercakap terlalu banyak... boleh lari semuanya... full stop.